Dear Blog,
I love you. You're the only one I can turn to when I'm sad. You don't say anything. You let me write all over you and it doesn't matter. Yes, I sound stupid. But then I don't have anyone to turn to really. I can talk to some people. Thank God. But I'm not close to any of them. =/
Today, she got mad at me. We were talking about her in 3rd. It was was just a conversation about how ironic she got with her bf on Friday the 13th. It really is ironic. Plus, we talked about how she had so many bfs before. Every single time she would have a relationship problem. It totally stresses EVERYONE around her out.
Honestly.
Then in 5thperiod, I saw her crying. I was wondering what happened. So, right before class ended, I went over to ask her how she was. She was like, "OMG! Don't touch me!!! STOP ACTING!!!!"
.......o.o
I wouldn't act if I didn't like you. I'd tell it straight to your face. I'd make you cry you eyes out. I know I sound so heartless.
She was acting all hostile to me. Saying that I was a backstabber. Did I betray her? I did not know I needed permission to give my opinion. I am sorry.
Turns out she was mad at me. Her "best friend" had eaves dropped and told her. Real nice.
But the thing was that, we weren't even saying bad things about her. We were just saying how we got stressed out every time there was a problem.
She cried in 5th and 6th. I looked like the bad guy/ girl. Just because I was not the one that was crying I was the bad guy.
Amy and Catherine started getting involved and stood in between us. I think she and I were both pissed off by them. And I know the 2 of them felt sorry for her because she was crying.
I don't think she realizes she overreacts too much and ends up hurting other people too.
I was actually mad after school, but when I got home, I started to cry. It was not because of her. It was because of everything I had been holding inside. This triggered it.
It's hard to keep everything in. So, this one thing that upset me just made cry because everything else was pushing its way out.
But then the thing is that I don't explode like she does. I used to and it wasn't good. So you can say I controlled my emotions and held it in.
She makes things into dramas. It's really annoying. After this "drama" is over, I'm not hanging out with her anymore. I'll still be her friend but I don't want anymore of her drama. It's clouding my head.
I need to stay focused. There's AP tests coming up in 1 month+ .
I love you. You're the only one I can turn to when I'm sad. You don't say anything. You let me write all over you and it doesn't matter. Yes, I sound stupid. But then I don't have anyone to turn to really. I can talk to some people. Thank God. But I'm not close to any of them. =/
Today, she got mad at me. We were talking about her in 3rd. It was was just a conversation about how ironic she got with her bf on Friday the 13th. It really is ironic. Plus, we talked about how she had so many bfs before. Every single time she would have a relationship problem. It totally stresses EVERYONE around her out.
Honestly.
Then in 5thperiod, I saw her crying. I was wondering what happened. So, right before class ended, I went over to ask her how she was. She was like, "OMG! Don't touch me!!! STOP ACTING!!!!"
.......o.o
I wouldn't act if I didn't like you. I'd tell it straight to your face. I'd make you cry you eyes out. I know I sound so heartless.
She was acting all hostile to me. Saying that I was a backstabber. Did I betray her? I did not know I needed permission to give my opinion. I am sorry.
Turns out she was mad at me. Her "best friend" had eaves dropped and told her. Real nice.
But the thing was that, we weren't even saying bad things about her. We were just saying how we got stressed out every time there was a problem.
She cried in 5th and 6th. I looked like the bad guy/ girl. Just because I was not the one that was crying I was the bad guy.
Amy and Catherine started getting involved and stood in between us. I think she and I were both pissed off by them. And I know the 2 of them felt sorry for her because she was crying.
I don't think she realizes she overreacts too much and ends up hurting other people too.
I was actually mad after school, but when I got home, I started to cry. It was not because of her. It was because of everything I had been holding inside. This triggered it.
It's hard to keep everything in. So, this one thing that upset me just made cry because everything else was pushing its way out.
But then the thing is that I don't explode like she does. I used to and it wasn't good. So you can say I controlled my emotions and held it in.
She makes things into dramas. It's really annoying. After this "drama" is over, I'm not hanging out with her anymore. I'll still be her friend but I don't want anymore of her drama. It's clouding my head.
I need to stay focused. There's AP tests coming up in 1 month+ .
I need to find a new group of friends.
No couples.
No dramas.
No melodramatic people.
I need someone who will study with me.
I'm going to stay at my English/ Biology teacher's class now.
People here have no idea how hard it is to leave home.
You have no more friends.
You leave too many things.
You have to start over.
It's hard to see other people with everything you lost.
It's even harder to hold it in with a smile on your face.
No couples.
No dramas.
No melodramatic people.
I need someone who will study with me.
I'm going to stay at my English/ Biology teacher's class now.
People here have no idea how hard it is to leave home.
You have no more friends.
You leave too many things.
You have to start over.
It's hard to see other people with everything you lost.
It's even harder to hold it in with a smile on your face.
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