Okay so I mentioned in my last post that I was sick and I still am a little bit but getting better!!! Not yesterday though, yesterday my condition seemed to have gotten worse. I mean reallllyyyy bad.
I woke up yesterday feeling much better compared to the first day I got sick. My nose was less stuff I was KINDA able to breathe and when I coughed it didn't hurt anymore. I did feel a little tired so I took a nap around 10ish again and woke up around 12:30. For some reason I was really really really hungry and I felt like I needed some food. When I woke up, my body actually ached and it was really hard to get out of bed. I managed to get out of bed and to the dining table. I saw my brother and I told him I wanted to eat too. So he shouts to my mom who's in the kitchen that I want food too. Lol.
Anyway, my whole family was at the dining table and we were going to start eating. My mom she told me to go tie up my hair because my hair was messy I guess. So, I was like okay and I went to tie up my hair. By this time I felt really dizzy. I walk into the bathroom to get my hairband and it was a total failure. I was just about to grab the hairband and I blanked out. Everything was dark and I remember crashing into a wall and that was it. I woke up and the first thing I was thinking was that my lips hurt a lot. Apparently I had bit my lips and it was bleeding. The next thing I realized was that I was actually on the floor. It was really weird. I couldn't move my body. My body felt really heavy and I could lift it up. My parents heard me crash into the wall and the came rushing and found me on the floor. lol My mom was like wiping my face with her hands and she said I was sweating a lot. I didn't notice that until she mentioned it. I was like covered with a whole lot of sweat. It was crazy. You have to work out like massively to get the amount of sweat I was sweating out!
I lay on the floor for about 10 minutes. I didn't have the energy to get up yet. But when I finally had enough energy, my mom helped me up and took my the the sofa. I was like so dazed. And I told my mom I wanted to eat. I was seriously hungry. Lol. My mom was like okay and she brought me a bowl of porridge. I ate it slowly because I didn't want to throw up or anything.
It felt so weird to pass out. o.o"
But yeah, I'm feeling way better today I'm going to rest and hopefully I can last 8 hours in school tomorrow.
My Motivation
"Have you persuaded yourself that there are knowledges and truths beyond your grasp, things you simply cannot learn? Have you allowed failure to force you to conclude that you are not mathematical, not linguistic, not poetic, not scientific, not philosophical.
If you have allowed this to happen, you have carelessly imposed limits on your intellectual freedom. and you have smothered the fires from which all other freedoms arise."
- Scott Buchanon
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"Self-resilience is developed by facing one's failures and dissapointments for the sake of strengthening ones' inner resources, which includes the ability to tolerate frustration.
Self-resilience also includes accepting that one may have to disappoint others.
If failure and disappointment are evaded instead of being faced, then the same patterns of behavior will continue habitually instead of the steady growth which characterizes the "self-resilient" person who habitually and calmly faces his or her failures and disappointments (including disappointing others).
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